December 31, 2005

Slowly Speeding By

Techno music was blarring, so loudly in fact that nothing else worldly could hardly be heard. The loudest sounds were the panicked and angry, silent screams of frustration.
The world moved by slow enough to make out every detail as it passed by. But the world sped by fast enough to make holding on a futile effort.

I sat in the back of the car today as we drove down the freeway, watching everything I called home speed by as something no longer mine. I nearly cried as I simply let go... of the hopes, the dreams, the plans, the everything that I thought I had found here. It isn't my home anymore. It isn't a place of relaxation or safety.

This is a painful memory of what is never to come alive for me ... one that is slowly speeding by ...

Posted by Princess Cat at December 31, 2005 03:56 AM @ 03:56 AM in Drama // Permalink | TrackBack

Leavin' can be tough. Especially if you were fond sometme about the place you're leaving.

I wish you the best, and I wish you a Happy New Year as well.

Posted by: RedNeck at December 31, 2005 07:06 PM