The path you choose is not mine to judge but I can't help but do so. Your life and your decisions do not affect me but still I am affected in my reactions to them.
I don't know if I should take pride in knowing I was right or be disappointed that things really aren't that different...
You are bad at relationships and you have been unsure if you are ready for one...so dating your roommate seemed like the right place to test it out? How the hell did that make sense in your head? No escape to your own house when things get tough. No space to call your own that she doesn't have claim to first. You always know where she is and she will always know where you are. The commitment-phobe has placed himself in the most committed relationship of his life...there is no escape from it but to move. At this rate, have you proposed yet?
I have no right to be angry but still I am. I'm not jealous, I feel as if I have been deceived. All this time I have heard how much you have changed - evidence would indicate otherwise. I have heard you say the words, "you were right, I should have listened" but still you don't.
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I *sow* myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
--Scars, Papa Roach
I have always thought better of you than what you could live up to. Perhaps it is I that need make less foolish decisions...
Posted by Princess Cat at June 21, 2005 01:12 PM @ 01:12 PM in Drama // PermalinkCat,
At this juncture, I see only one question you should be asking yourself.
WWOJD?
God, I'm so compassionate and wise.
Posted by: skippystalin at June 21, 2005 01:23 PMOJ? Simpson? HAHAHAHA
Posted by: Princess Cat at June 21, 2005 01:33 PM