I had another doctors appointment this morning so I decided to take the whole day off...
I've come to the computer with the urge to blog three or four times now since I got done with the appointment, but nothing seems to be there, ready to come out.
I think its time to admit I'm in another funk
I want back what I never really had ... but my heart remembers what I told myself it was. I know I don't want what it would be now ... but my heart remembers what I convinced myself it would be today.
Posted by Princess Cat at August 31, 2007 08:51 PM @ 08:51 PM in What the Crap? // Permalink | TrackBack"I want back what I never really had ... but my heart remembers what I told myself it was. I know I don't want what it would be now ... but my heart remembers what I convinced myself it would be today."
OK darling, this paints a broad picture for me, although it almost seems sort of midlife crises like. You are far to young to be second guessing your choices at this juncture of life. Although with all of the death, and turmoil going on I can see why.
Is this a broadly painted picture, or something smaller and more specific?
I am guessing we all have these moments.
What if?
What if?
What ifs do not matter after a certain point.
you either have to make due or change course, and rememebr you only get one ride, so it better be a good one. Well unless you believe in reincarnation, and then you get several.
Take it easy and please stop being so damn hard on yourself.
You are your worst critic.
Posted by: armywifetoddlermom at September 2, 2007 11:34 PMWhat kind of doctor? The kind that I see? I think you need to create a myspace account solely so you can read my blogs.
Posted by: Dorothy at September 3, 2007 11:07 AMTry standing on your head. At least if the ideas don't shift in your brain, the blood flow will do some interesting things... :)
Posted by: Ogre at September 5, 2007 09:28 AMCheer up Cat. Assrot loves ya.
:-)
Have a nice night!
Posted by: Assrot at September 5, 2007 06:11 PM