July 24, 2006

Alone and Far From Home I'll Find You

I had a hard time sleeping last night. I kept having dreams about people being mad at me. I woke up feeling like I wanted to cry.

Then I found out that my last childhood pet went blind over the weekend. My poor kitty is finally finding his end after two years with kidney problems. He will be at the vet this afternoon, but I don't think it will be long before my mom puts him down.

It just seems like death after disappointment after death after disappointment after death after disappointment these days.

So I'm stuck sitting here today torn between feeling sorry for myself that so much saddness could be dumped on one family in such a short period of time and being grateful for having my saddness group itself in waves instead of having to face it time and time again.

Some days just call for a drink

Posted by Princess Cat at July 24, 2006 03:04 PM @ 03:04 PM in Way Down Inside // Permalink | TrackBack

and I trust you won't be having that drink alone?

Posted by: RSM at July 24, 2006 08:34 PM

Well, *I'm* not mad at you.

Or dead, either.

At least, not yet...

Posted by: Ogre at July 25, 2006 08:50 AM