As much as I wanted to keep my personal life off of this blog, I have no where else left to turn. I've been backed into a corner and just can't find peace.
I'm so tired of the advice...
I don't think I can take one more person piping up with what they think my best course of action would be. There are no perfect answers and calling the shots from the sidelines certainly isn't going to yield one. So please, no more comments about what I should do or when...
I am a good person...
I was nothing but nice...
I never said choose...
I offered my heart...
In exchange...
I've been unappreciated...
I've been accused...
I've been ignored...
I've been blamed...
I've been doubted...
I've been snubbed...
I have been betrayed.
I have become a cold, hard, bitch...
And I don't know how to back down...
I did nothing wrong...
I was a kind hearted girl...
So naive...
My deeds did not go unpunished...
The demons returned to torment...
And peace has slipped farther away...