May 04, 2005

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I hate who I've become...
Trying so hard to find happiness in the little things, just so I'm not so bitter for a few moments out of my day...
My eyes used to sparkle...
I feel abandoned and let down, by my own decisions...
There is so much pain in the world, larger than mine, but I see only my own...
Thinking of myself feels so selfish, the guilt weighs on me...
My content here sux and I'm not inspired to write...
The semester is ending, so many unknowns, my course uncharted...
People are falling around me, and I am powerless to help...
I don't see the glass half empty anymore...
It has fallen and smashed on the ground...

Here I am, once again / I'm torn into pieces / Can't deny it, can't pretend / ... / Broken up, deep inside / But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Posted by Princess Cat at May 4, 2005 04:03 PM @ 04:03 PM in Drama // Permalink
Comments

((HUGS))

Change really sucks sometimes but hang in there. It has to get better eventually :-)

Posted by: Gir at May 5, 2005 01:35 AM

nah don't listen to her, EVERYTHING'S RUINED - faith no more - angel dust

Posted by: terry at May 5, 2005 07:38 AM

.. hang on... relax and be yourself..

Posted by: Eric at May 6, 2005 10:35 AM